Too bored or too stress? Crazy? or stupid?

well, fyi, i know how to hurt myself since last year...and who i learn from? my first petsis...not her fault actually..just...she hurt herself and i followed..stupid en? she knew that, she scolded me...i'm sad, and i'm mad at the same time..for? she doesn't deserve to scold me...
bcoz of that, i make a cool bracelet on my hand using a sharpener blade....

Saw that? the one in the middle...ya, i cut myself...Crazy en? hahaha...quite....but after that, i break up with my petsister...and since tht, i hate my friends hurt themselves...i'll get mad...

2011, idk y..i repeated the same fault i've made...i hurt myself again..(not that hurt actually :P )

Cool en? am i too bored or too stressed? i really dk...that day is a weekend, i'm bored, so i play with the blade i keep in my pencil box (Farina threw it away after she saw i cut myself -,-).. an idea came out from my mind and a force pushed me to hv a cut...after a cut, a few cut went onto my wrist continuously...n non-stop...til i can feel like my hand is paralyzing...still dk whether is i'm too bored or too stressed...bahahhaa...

now ad cure...try not to do it again...

Your sincerely,

Stupid Tong Tianqian