A Sister.

Yesterday, I saw my neighbour, both of the sister, they went for jogging. While jogging, they chat, they laugh, they giggle together. I'm so jealous with that...hurmmm...

I WANT A SISTER! I DON'T CARE OLDER OR YOUNGER, AS LONG AS I HAVE A SISTER.

like, all I want is just a sister but I know it's impossible. 
If I have a sister, we can go for jogging together. 
If I have a sister, we can play badminton together.
If I have a sister, there's someone can be with me training fitness.
If I have a sister, we can both share something with each other.
If I have a sister, we can sleep in the same bed everyday and share our secrets every night before we sleep or have some pillow fighting.
If I have a sister, my friends won't feel awkward if they visit to my house. 
If I have a sister, we can both chat about those artist we like, those peoples we admire.
If I have a sister, we can share the same ice-cream.
If I have a sister, we can both study in CBN.
If I have a sister, we can do a lot a lot of things.

and yet, if I have a sister, I don't need to hope for a lot of petsister.

Petsister, to the others it's someone for them to show off, but for me, no way! I take my petsister like my own sister, I care about them. But in fact, they won't and never give me the feel a real sister can give. But I don't mind as long as I have a sister :)

It Will Rain - Bruno Mars

If you ever leave me baby,
Leave some morphine at my door
‘Cause it would take a whole lot of medication
To realize what we used to have,
We don’t have it anymore.

There’s no religion that could save me
No matter how long my knees are on the floor
So keep in mind all the sacrifices I’m makin’
Will keep you by my side
Will keep you from walkin’ out the door.

[Chorus]
Cause there’ll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There’ll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds
My eyes will do the same, if you walk away
Everyday it will rain, rain, rain...

I’ll never be your mother’s favorite
Your daddy can’t even look me in the eye
Oooh if I was in their shoes, I’d be doing the same thing
Sayin there goes my little girl
Walkin’ with that troublesome guy

But they’re just afraid of something they can’t understand
Oooh well little darlin’ watch me change their minds
Yeah for you I’ll try I’ll try I’ll try I’ll try
I’ll pick up these broken pieces ’til I’m bleeding
If that’ll make you mine

[Chorus]
Cause there’ll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There’ll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds
My eyes will do the same if you walk away
Everyday it will rain, rain, rain...

[Bridge]
Don’t just say, goodbye
Don’t just say, goodbye
I’ll pick up these broken pieces ’til I’m bleeding
If that’ll make it right

[Chorus]
Cause there’ll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There’ll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds
My eyes will do the same if you walk away
Everyday it will rain, rain, rain...

Counting down...

10.....9.....8.....7.....6.....5.....4.....3.....2.....1..... 2011 school life ends!!!
The time is still counting down but I really hope the time stops now. Stop at this precious moment. 
I don't want to leave the afternoon session...
I don't want to leave my dear teachers....
Pn. Usha, thanks a lot. I still remember. 2010 starting of the year, I'm a lazy student. I dislike bringing books to school, I slept in the class, I never finished my homework, I don't hand-in my work on time and I often the school rules and yet, you are just new to CBN. Your arrival became our nightmare. We always gossip about you but after you've changed my attitude, I really do appreciate you. I like you as my teacher. You own my respect and I've to salute to you. 
Cik Anisah, you are my moral teacher and ya, you really deserved to be a moral teacher. At times, I really don't respect teachers in class. I make noises and so on. Those homework which I named it as 'Lame' like Moral Notes, I never finished it. You had taught me a lot and ya, I changed more and more. 
Cik Amelia aka Cik Amy, you always 'musahabah' us and I really appreciate the moment you spent your time giving us those meaningful speeches. It do help in our life. In now and in the future too. 
Pn Punitha, you are the teacher who taught us in BM for 2 years and that's the 2 years in afternoon session. Unfortunately, we need to leave afternoon session w/o saying goodbye face-to-face w you. But of course, all the best to you and your new-born baby. May God always bless you. Thank you for your hardwork on teaching us and my results turns out improved. I'm having a B now and I bet, I can get an A next year. Thank you once again.
and of course, our strict but actually kind and friendly subject teachers like Pn Nur Hidayah, Cik Izzah, Cik Syuhada, En Azrin, Cik Norasmah, Pn Nurazelawati, Pn Tn Rozana, Pn Noraini, Cik Syazana, Pn Ezzatul, Pn Meyzi etc....
Other than teachers, my junior friends but I take them just like friends, I'll miss you all too...
Sabby, thanks for your help along this time and so on. Thank you fr sharing your stories. I'm kinda sorry that I can't really give you help for your problem. Well, after this year, we won't have time to share stories like now we did, right? haha..I'll miss you...
Aliah, my dear harimau. haha...although you are kinda smbg at time but after that u'll apology to me that you smbg in school for bla bla day and sometimes we'll argue for that too xD well my friend, idc :) as long as we are friends, right? bak kte seekor harimau, satu-satunya lembu saya..awwhh. u are my one n only harimau too...I'll probably miss you ;)
Sarah Hani, hahaks. this one ar...we can name as Digital Pal instead of PenPal. We often texting and chat in fb but in school, we look more like a stranger xD well, we alwys share our stories through these digital thingy. IT generation what xDD well, next year idk got what story else for us to chat more xD but I hope it will keep on laa...
Dhiya Kamilia, haha..this girl i knew her since Pauline marching. I'm the Commander and she's one of the marcher. Haha. She brought a lot of happiness in the hot sun. After sports day end, she, Sara Nasran, Danielle and so on made me miss the time we practice marching...
Other than that, there's still a lot of great friends in form 1 like Abby Fariza, Wan Nurifainsha, Shu Jenn, Crystal Sam, Adeana, Fatihah, Prissha, Emily, Kelly Morden, Izni Imaan, Nusheen, Farhana Farris, Aqilah etc etc. They are awesome too :)
hahaks. When I'm in form 3, I bet I won't get a chance to meet those small cutie from CBN1 or CBN2 or SJ1, right? ( Nadia, Tes, Isha - Sofea's 3 sister from CBN1, Dary, Adam - Sofea's 2 brother from SJ1, Dahliah - Dhamira' sister from CBN2, Suraya - Sabby's sister from CBN1, Kak Lin - Kak Ngah's sister CBN1) haish..miss those cuties....
Last but not least, I will miss my ex-petsis, Saqinah too..haha. well, we're just petsis for a month and we broke up on 28 May. hahaha..cool~urm...from stranger to team mates to friends to good friends to petsis and end up w stranger. yeah great xD well, I just hope before I leave afternoon session, I can be back her friend, just like normal friend. Not more than that :) Saqinah changed me. After we broke up, I know how to appreciate Shu Xuen and Kak Long more and yeah, no more petsis for me :) I always wanna say, Thank you Saq and sorry for every single fault I've made, sorry as I ever offended you. It's okay you refuse to accept my apology, but I hope I won't fucked up your life :) urmm, good luck and take care ;) and yeah, I really hope you can stay in the hockey team. Can't deny, you're an awesome goalkeeper :)

--------->>> to be continued......

Rusting...

well hey! It ha been a long time I didn't talking craps in my bloggy. Yeah right, I miss you bloggy ;) Are you rusting? I hope you're not :)

just fyi, my CPU burnt on last last Saturday. Get shock after a lightning + thunder. Yeah great~! It's awesome :)
anything, keep in touch my friend ;) I bet most of u hv my new number. but like seriously, using prepaid....SUCKS. Sarah Hani agreed with me :DD Postpaid is awesome. but hwv, Digi is like WTH. so expensive. Well no choice. My mum <3 Digi like FDM so...follow je la...
I will FOLLOW YOU !!


Deepavali Holiday

Damn it. The boring-iest holiday ever, I almost spent my whole week on the computer. Let's story telling ;)

Friday, 22nd Oct, Hari Penyampaian Sijil, school ended at 1.10pm. Too bad i can't follow Chinese Gang hanging out at Capsquare. They watched Pananormal Activity 3 together *jealous :P well, my mum fetch me on 3.30pm instead of 2.30pm (she said that)..see, that's my mum :P and we went to Putrajaya to meet her client. Gosh, rained heavily that day and ya, we were wet :P


Saturday, 23rd Oct, heavy downpour from evening to night and my mum received a call in the midnight. about 12 something. It's a call from my brother. And ya, my brother was in an accident. His car went into someone's car and Bang! Great, congratz to him.

Sunday, 24th Oct, bcoz my bro has an accident at Subang, so he live in my uncle's house at Subang. and in the night, me and mum need to bring him back after meeting one of my mum's client (she's an ex-CBNer and ya, she's sporting :D) at JJ Bukit Tinggi.

Monday, 25th Oct, nothing special, just baby Isaac came to Banting and I need to baby sit him. what happen, the few previous post, i ad storied ;)

Tuesday. 26th Oct, yaayy! this's the day I've been waiting for in this holiday :) CBN Hockey Team has a game with Epsom College from UK at Stadium Tun Razak, Jalan Duta :D awesome day. I'm happy because I get to be in the game but I'm sad at the same time as I never play before Left Wing and I play it wrongly :PP gonna train hard! then the prize ceremony, MVP was Kak Ama. and the other two best players are Kak Yamaz and another one i forgotten :PP sry. and ya, our awesomest Goal Keeper get prizes too, Kak Syira and Kak Solehah. and of coz, every player get a goodie bag with Epsom's shirt, Energy Drink and so on. We enjoy our meal there too. feeling like hving 5 stars food at the stadium xD having fun for the whole day! yeahhpeee...they are so friendly :D ( shushhh, we end up Epsom 5-0 CBN..)


Wed, Thurs, two boring day spending my day and night on Facebook and Twitter :P
Friday, 29th Oct, get a bad news from my 6th aunt, Isaac's mum. She said that baby Isaac is hospitalizing because infect by virus fever. Shit you viruses. How dare you all infected this cute little handsome boy? dumb dumb. May God bless baby Isaac. Hope he's going fine. He's strong so, yeah!

Along the whole week, I really need to thank to someone who chatted with me almost every night. She's Ainol Adliana. and ya, she always start a convo at FB with the same thing: 'tweet x)' 'jom tweet.' 'Tong, tweet!' hahaks. <3

Other than that, still gonna thanks a lot of friends help me out in The Sims Social, for example Kak Solehah, Elaine, Prissha, Wenn Lynn and so on :DD thanks guys <3

and that's the end of my Lifeless, Jobless and full with boredoms holidays.
Last but not least, 
I MISS ALL MY DEAR FRIENDS. TERINGIN NAK PELUK KORANG ON MONDAY NANTI!
P.S. the whole week I didn't hangout because all my friends are still having their exam or school.....

If....

If...

In our life, there are a hundred, a thousand or uncountable of if.
In my life, there are a lots of 'if'too.
If...I live in KL, I can everyday I want.
If...I born in USA, I can watch NBA Match on Live.
If...I were born rich, I wanna have my dream house.
If...if....if...
If...I keep continue giving example for 'if'...this will be the longest post ever.
See, you can't deny, human live in a world of 'if'. We like to live in our imagination. We always unsatisfied of what we have. We always want something we don't have and make us forget that something is more valuable besides us.
Living in the world of 'if' isn't that bad. If, can release our stress. If, show us our dream. If, lead us to reach our dream. If, makes us fight for our dream. If, makes us success.
How we live our life is just depends on how we think. If, we think it in a positive way, fortunately, there's a bright future for us. but If we don't....I guess you know what I mean.
Live Life To The Fullest.

Appreciate What We Have Now

Always Think Positive

and....
Smile :) It makes you look prettier :)

Cameron Mitchell


Cameron Mitchell, from The Glee Project Season 1. 
Seriously I love him since Ep1 <3 
more info, check this link as well an you'll know what happen ;)







and ya, meet his bestfriend in Glee Project, Damian McGinty. Ep7, the one who's been eliminated was Damian but Cameron pulled himself out and let Damian get it. What a friend :')





and lastly, listen to the songs he covered :)







One Direction

One Direction!!
OMG! How can I never know about this group??
They're so HAWT! damn it.
One Direction's members:

  • Louis Tomlinson (19) born on 24th December 1991, the oldest
  • Zayn Malik (18) born on 12th January 1993
  • Liam Payne (18) born on 29th August 1993
  • Niall Horan (18) born on 13th September 1993

  • Harry Styles (17) born on 1st February 1994, the youngest.

One Direction, from United Kingdom, genres in Pop. Finished 3rd on the seventh series of The X Factor. Following The X Factor, the group signed a record contract with Syco.




WeekSong choiceThemeResult
Payne's audition"Cry Me a River"Free choice (no theme)Through to bootcamp
Horan's audition"So Sick"
Styles' audition"Isn't She Lovely"
Tomlinson's audition"Hey There Delilah"
Malik's audition"Let Me Love You"
Bootcamp (Payne & Styles)"Stop Crying Your Heart Out"Free choice (no theme)Through to judges houses
as a group
Bootcamp (Horan)"Champagne Supernova"
Bootcamp (Tomlinson & Malik)"Make You Feel My Love"
Judges' House"Torn"Free choice (no theme)Through to live shows
Week 1"Viva la Vida"Number-onesSafe
Week 2"My Life Would Suck Without You"Musical heroesSafe
Week 3"Nobody Knows"Guilty pleasuresSafe
Week 4"Total Eclipse of the Heart"HalloweenSafe
Week 5"Kids in America"American anthemsSafe
Week 6"Something About the Way You Look Tonight"Songs by Elton JohnSafe
Week 7"All You Need Is Love"Songs by The BeatlesSafe
Week 8"Summer of '69"RockSafe
"You Are So Beautiful"
Week 9 (semi-final)"Only Girl (In the World)"Club classicsSafe
"Chasing Cars""Get me to the final songs"
Week 10 (final)"Your Song"Free choice (no theme)Safe
"She's the One" (performed with Robbie Williams)Celebrity duet
"Torn"Free choice (no theme)Third Place
These are the performance of these 5 boys in The X Factor ;)

Enjoy and I hope you like them :)

Wonderful day,

ya great. what a WONDERFUL day. The best forever since the first day i baby sit my this little cousin, Isaac.
What so wonderful? wonderful til I can cry T.T

He just vomited on me. not only that. He vomited all over my favorite jacket. All over the car. 
I never believe that someone can ever vomit like a running water tap T.T

My seat is full with his vomits and ya, i need to squad down on the floor along the way from Subang to Klang. *kebass~~ even my butt is full with his vomits
Baby Isaac
what i can say is this little boy damn mengada -,- well, after we have our dinner in a restaurant, he cried to not to sit in his baby seat and my mum can't stand on him and let him sit at the back with me. Unfortunately, when the car just turned onto the highway, he cried again to let him sit in front as he see nothing at the back. Seriously, he cried like there's no tomorrow T.T and ya, he vomitted. NON-STOP T.T and the first victim was my dear jacket, follow up is me, my seat and my dear butt :P If the thing have a nice smell, it's okay actually but it's not. his vomit smell more worse than my fart xP btw, i found out something from his vomits. that is, HE JUST SWALLOWED THE BIG RAISINS WITHOUT CHEWING IT. the raisin just came out from his mouth PERFECTLY -,- *got boom! and lastly, we both end up..this little kid hate me for making he vomit! WTH in this world -,-

Little kid, I volunteer to babysit you, it's okay you pay nothing for me but you pay me with your smelly vomits. it disgust me T.T I take my bath for half an hour, don't you know that? the longest time in this year T.T

Mengada an?

Futsal Fever :PP

well, 20 October, form 2's having Futsal Inter-class. 2W vs 2P and end up with the result 0-0.
P.S. should be 2W win 2P but well, the referee said the ball which goals uncounted, what can we do more?
warming up!!! 1,2,3,4,.....8.

Cheer! 2W's player:
Raihan, Debi, Iwana, Sofea, Najhihah, Cabrini
(Myra, Fatinah cameraman, Umaimah ntah giy mne and imma referee for the other games)
Ha! ni laa salah seorg player of 2W, FatinahPurple
yo bro! go, fight, win yeah!
Bismilahhh...sry offense...May God bless us, Amen!
Kali ni Iwana, Sofea and I lak hilang XDD 
Ha! pulang lak due ekor ni! XD jk
Me: 2W...............
All: Goreng pisang, goreng keledek, 2W, pandai gelek....xDDD 
Cheer!!!!
Defender: Cabrini, Sofea and Iwana.
Goalkeeper: Najhihah
Centre: Me
Attacker: Raihan and Debi
2P's player. Shuba: 'hehehehehehe...' (dk why)
1. 2P attack

2. 2W get the ball

3. 2P lost the ball
pity Mariam. see, how awesome we are xD

ya, go Raihan, u get it! Yun En: 'look at my golden leh..haiyyaaa..'
ya, 2P lost the ball again. go 2W!!
Shoot! aiya, 2P block the ball back..go Debi, get that ball!
Debi missed the ball, get it Sofea!
Ya, Sofea get the ball. Debi: 'aiya, licin la..' Mariam on her way.
Debi cut along the way. Hazel: 'aiya, sry, i can't catch her.'
Raihan: 'I'll never let you get the ball'. Grace: 'Get lost from my way!'
Grace and Hazel: 'haiya....' Raihan: 'sry. i can't beat both of them...'
Raihan: 'give me back my ball!!!'
Pittttt.....Pitttt...Pppppppiiiiiittttttttttttttttt............
score: 2W 0-0 2P
*penalty score!
2W: we must score. no matter what, we must win this game....
2P, Shuba. sengit ad...too bad!
Go Raihan!
and.....GOAL!!! but the referee said 'Over'..genius, over=the ball higher than the Goalkeeper, not the cone!! 
Mariam;s turn 2P and this is what we called Over!
Grace splitting. forget to show you, 2W's best goalkeeper, Najhihah. she saves our class.
Ha! and that's the end of our futsal game :) Credit to Raihan Ilyana's camera and album, Fatinah Zulkifli and Maressa Mustaffa Kamal, the camerawomen ;)
now u know y i said 2W should win.