Bad News !!

Is this the end of my life in KL?
Yayasan Selangor is that cruel?
read this.....
inside this article, it just said tht the reason that YS need to move...
but i take that as nonsense...
bcoz of our own good? what the hell are they talking about? They say they'll put us to a better place? a more suitable place? F*ck u !! throwing us awy is a great decision? a great way? 
Ni la Ilham Marzuki
(a point in the article....)


    1. Keluhan ibu bapa dan bekas pelajar yang kurang setuju terhadap perancangan perpindahan pelajar ini mungkin disebabkan dua perkara. Pertama, bagi ibu bapa, para pelajar mungkin tidak dapat lagi bersekolah di sekolah ternama seperti SMK Aminuddin Baki atau Victoria Institution (VI).
    1. Jawapannya mudah. Hampir semua sekolah kini mempunyai sistem, guru (selaku mentor) dan kemudahan yang “setara” dengan sekolah-sekolah yang dianggap ternama. Semua guru sekolah menengah kini adalah berkelulusan ijazah dan diploma pendidikan. Jadi tidak timbul soal sekolah A lebih baik daripada sekolah B. Keputusan peperiksaan tidak lagi bergantung kepada sekolah, tetapi lebih kepada usaha pelajar itu sendiri, dengan bantuan galakan daripada ibu bapa.
    1. Contoh paling ketara ialah pencapaian pelajar di asrama harian seperti di SMK Jalan Tiga Bangi lebih baik daripada pelajar YS di asrama pusat atau sekolah ternama. Anak En. Ilham Marzuki (Pengurus Besar) sendiri yang berpindah dari Maktab Melayu Kuala Kangsar (MCKK) ke sekolah tersebut dan mendapat 10A dalam SPM tahun 2010 adalah bukti nyata terhadap kenyataan ini. Untuk berjaya dan cemerlang, pokok pangkalnya ialah diri sendiri, bukan lokasi tempat bersekolah.

  1. Ank Si Ilham tu? giy mampos la die...myb la dia pye result baik, tpi, i gurantee perangai die mcm sial...like FATHER, like Son...dgr ni Ilham...lantak la u ni spe, however u nk halau kita dari KL, YOU ARE A EFF SHIT !! 
    kalau bukan CBN baik, ari ni xde sy...banding sekolah CBN ngn skola kat Banting...itu adalah bukti yg paling kukuh tht the better the school is, the better the student is...myb u akn kte, CBN baik? kalau CBN baik, sy xakn berada kat sini memrh org bsr mcm u kn? tpi, apa yg i bljr selama ini, I MUST FIGHT FOR MY OWN RIGHT !! i kne sty kat CBN coz CBN chgs my life...CBN is now my life...cbe bygkn kalau ada org take awy ur life...how u feel? tau la u xprnh rse sbb u xde peluang nk rse...tpi pls la, tolong pkir demi kitorg...bkn sje i, rmai agi pljr CBN, CRS, VI, SJI, MBS, SAB, SBU etc, dorg sume akn dicampak ke mne?dah brpe tahun b'sme kwn2 di sana, skrg dorg tgglkn segala2nye..u ni manusia agi ke? i xde la nk mrh u, but can u make a better decision/ way to let us sty in our current school?
    for an example, 
    i hv my life at CBN now, if u wan me to move now, tht means no more hockey for me, no more ping pong for me, no more athletic for me, no more archery for me, no more Class W for me, no aWesomest for me, no more library for me, no more great teachers, great friends, great seniors, great juniors...nothing, nothing more left...it's all ur fault !! 
    Do u knw my mum is proud bcoz i get to study in CBN? bcoz of CBN, i chgs alot...but u just ruined evrythg...n my mum needs to pay her hardwork to find a house for me to sty in CBN....
    Duhhhh, if u wanna kick our butts off, y u still wanna provide us biasiswa? u said tht YS is actually helping us to solve our problem in education as luar bandar din hv better school, but now u're throwing us awy from those school...weyh...it's 450 of us do u knw? not 4 or 5....it's a large amount...n CBN hv 60 more students hu live in ATPN, some of them still need to face their PMR or SPM nx yr...suddenly u wan us to chg a new environment of study, it's such a torture....
    If u really reading this, pls, help us....
    Asrama Felda has two asrama in KL, now they're in Wangsa Maju n the asrama at Istana Budaya is left empty, can u just ask for it, buy it down n let us sty? pls, i begged u...i really do want to sty n CBN...thre's too mny thgs i can't let go in thre, terlampau byk dah...permainan kesygan i, org yg i syg, tmpt yg i syg, dah tak de dah...tolong la, awk je yg mmpu tolong kita !!!
    Surat Khabar Sinar Hari Sabtu 30 Julai 2011

    ni la asrama kita !!

Great Week !!

A great week !! What do i mean abt tht?
First, i would like to thank you to these ppl...
Aliah Shamsul Kamal, Nur Hazwani, Hanna Nabila Ismail...thank you for the cricket thing..miss HAT !! thank u tht u owys lepak with me! share ur joy, ur sadness with me...thank u so much...
Second, i would like to thank you to certain 1W n 1P (the awesome classes),
Dhiya Kamilia, Aqilah Mohd Nazri, Sarah Hani, Farra Adeana , Amani Yasmeen, Crystal Sam, Shu Jenn, Iffah Zaharah...
thank u for gving a lot of job to do, filling up my time, jokin, plyin, shout n scream...etc etc...btw, i wonder how come last yr i can't even finish my KGT as it's just so simple...n yea, abt i helped u all with the KGT, don't pay me anythg, i'm just lend a helping hand, don't want for any reward...so keep ur money...Sarah Hani, thank u for want to belanja me, but really no thank you...keep tht money for other use...Farra Adeana , u're the same...don't think abt payin me anythg...i'll be thanking u all so much if u do it !! n tht's the end !! bye !!

An honoured..

It's always an honoured to hv you as a friend.
No matter what kind of friends we are,
Best friends, good friends, awesome friends, true  friends, normal friends, joking friends, gossip friends...
You're still my friends..
Friends do fight, argue..
Because friends hv their own right...
Friends always hv conflicts, n that's what a friends should be..
Between friends, there's always misunderstanding..
But like what I said, no matter what kind of friends we are,
As long as we are friends,
We were always there lending a helping hand,
When you are in any trouble.
No matter how much we fight,
We will still be there helping our friends,
Wiping their tears away,
Hanging a smile on their face,
Make them laugh, make them smile.
And that's what a friend to me.

What Are Words?

Chris Medina
Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most


What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone


And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight
And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most


What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone


Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most


I'm forever keeping my angel close

Don't Jugde

Don't Judge
Never Judge On Someone because They Have Their Own Right
The God gives Everyone their Own Right.

No one knows what I'm thinking.

In my whole life, no one really knows me or either no one wants to know what i'm thinking...
i'm a type of human that can't really speak out what's in my heart...what comes out from my heart, it's actually half of what i'm thinking....
firstly, I DO HATE HATERS...but i try to don't...bcoz no peace if there's a hater...if i hate them, i'll be one of their haters too...even the world hv only one haters, the world will go no peace...
secondly, I DISLIKE BEING HATE...i know i'm not a good person, i usually offended ppl, i'm kinda gangster, i hurt ppl, but i'm ctrlling all tht from me...what i can say is, luckily u know me when i'm in secondary, if not, u'll get mashed by me...what i can say, when i'm in primary, i'm actually a bully, for the old time, i'm proud with it but now, i'm not..u'll nvr imagine how a girl looks like when her mouth keep on sayin bad word..a girl that will holding ur collar n wanna gv u a knuckle sandwich when ishe heard sth she dislike...n i can tell u, tht's me during primary..i dislike plyin with girls, dislike dolls..i usually stick with boys, plyin guns with plastic bullet shooting small kids in the playground, plying football during PJK, dribbling a basketball through my legs etc..is that how a girl behaved like? no, it isn't...n i'm honoured to be sent to CBN, a girl school...CBN chged me a lot...although i'm still hv those tom-boy look but i'mm proud to myself that i chged alot...i'm more mature coz i know that pounder helps ntg, it just makes thing more worst...but sth i really wanna chged but i still can't chged it...that's my bad temper...when i heard sth i dislike, or see sth i hate to see, i'll show them my face, the face i'm mad...but sth, when i'm mad at someone, i won't talk to them, bcoz i know, if the fire in my heart is still there, i'll sound them..that's y, i'll go awy from them til the fire in my were extinguished...n after that, i still can show my smile to them...most of u, ever 'terasa' from me for what i've did to u all...i'm sry but i know, sorry no cure..a word sorry won't cure anything...but i do know a word of sry can make the others know that u regret from what u did...(to her, she might not understand what i mean with the word sorry no cure, i hope she do)
lastly for this, I HATE BEING OFFENDED...just like i mean in my previous post...no one likes the way being offended, included me n u..to those ever offended me, what i can say is Sorry No Cure...but dun worry, i owys forgv u...bcoz i knw that evryone sure does wrong, evryone hv fault, even the God do (sry my God, don't mean to offend You)..'Everyone must have A Heart Of Forgiveness to keep the world in Peace' 'There's always a time for u to forgive someone' ...

ending for this,
A book is really nvr been judge by its cover....
but the cover of book actually attracts you, don't they?

Rempit?

What's ayat rempit? who can let me know?
How's ayat rempit looks like? sound like?
When I started to use those words? 
Is using ayat rempit a fault? a wrong?
God, pull me awy from all this~
From that day I went into hostel, i realised that those bm i used in primary school were lousy bm..so, i try my best to learn the proper way to speak bm...for an example: when u said dia, u actually pronounced it as di'e' instead of di'a'..i felt so awkward when i first went in hostel...i swear to myself that i wanna learn the Malay's way in bm..n yea, i dun even know how to write in bm shortform..tht's y, i like to stalk people's fb, most of my fb friends were Malays, i like to ask them to share the letters they receive...n now...i knew some..
i start to chat using bm, i start to write letter in bm, i were addicted using bm...n i'm still keep on researching the way tht malays use in bm...n myb..really myb, some of my friends are using ayat rempit , n damn it, i don't even know how's a ayat rempit look like sound like or either what's ayat rempit...
n so, i just follow the way they used it...
i used...n used...n used...n i'm kinda addicted to it...coz seems alot of my friends are using...but i still duno it's called as AYAT REMPIT...
thank god she came to my life..she didn't help me much but as long as i know that adding some 'z' in some sentence, that is REMPIT!!

Exam is Over...

10...9...8...7...6...5...4...3...2...1...vroooom...(the thunder celebrated our exam is over)
Kriiiiiiiing~YEAH!! Exam is over...(grabbin our bag, runnin out from the hall, shout n scream like hooligans, playin along the rain) n yea, THANK GOD IS FRIDAY !! we can play WHOLE DAY!!
A week of hardwork, a week of stress, a week of tiredness, a week of tension, a week of book, a week of anti-Facebook...now....WE're FREEDOM !!
but as long as we're still teenagers, we're still students, nvr happy ending..bcoz...we should WORRY abt our result next...
n here's my aim...
BM: 65% B
BI: 75% A
Maths: 90% A
Science: 75% A
Geo: 75% A
Sejarah: 80% A
KH: 80% A
Moral: 80% A
PSK: 75% A
PJK: 75% A
PSV: 80% A
God Bless Me Please...10A 1B..just a small request !!

'Don't judge a book by its cover'

'Don't judge a book by its cover' i mean here is actually means...don't judge someone when you don't know what is actually inside their HEART...
to all those ADMIRER:

i know who you are..but i try to act like I DON'T KNOW..but you just make everything so obviously..so do u think i still can act like nothing happened? fyi, some of you ever offended me..and you all already apologise to me..but in my life, there's three word for all the apologies i get and i bet Adeana, you know that word - SORRY NO CURE! once offended me, you will nvr cure my heart....something more, never do some nonsense or action behind or in front of me..i won't care about it or either i will hate it..yea, something that is damn important thing that i want you all to remember, that is..never include or disturb or annoyed or attack or sabotaj someone which all of this was none of their business, stop doing all this to them, they're innocent...u know what i mean and who i mean, and not only her, the others too...if you do that, you actually mean to give me trouble, and when you give me trouble, i will give you miserable...fyi again, i'm not in a good situation these couple weeks..i don't know what will i do..
however, i really hope that you all don't make trouble for me..i actually dislike making girls cry...lastly, stop with all those disgusting word or sentences, don't make yourself live like a lesbians..live normally please and thank you..