My Ambition

They ask what is my ambition?

I ever thought of being a lawyer or a doctor or specialist something like that because they say these jobs, the income is high. 

I ever thought of being a teacher because being a teacher has a stable income.

I ever thought of being a businesswoman because I think I watch too many dramas.

I ever thought of being a soldier because I like to play guns and rifles.

But after more than 10 years of thinking, at the age of 16, I set down my main option for my ambition - a psychologist. 

Dream of being a psychologist is not about the income (though it's a few hundred bucks for just an hour), it's not a stable work though, it's not from the drama or anything either. It's from my heart, a true heart to help those who are in need. I don't am I capable to afford this job but I have a strong heart to go for it. 

I'm a kind of person who like to see everyone in the world smile. Maybe I had cried and scream and shout and being mad for the past of my life, that is why I want everyone to be happy. I like to sacrifice myself for people's happiness. And most of all, I want people to know about how to live up a life and make the world peace.

I like to help my friends who are under depressions, I like to listen to my friends who are so frustrating, I like to share my shoulders or my hugs to my friends when they cry, I like to give a long talk to chill them up. I don't like siding anyone. I always side the right side which I think it's right. Solving problems between each other is one of my favourite things to do too. I might not be happy always, I always suffer in depression either, but I don't care about myself, I think about my family and friends first, always. 

Why? Why I keep on thinking about the others more than myself? Because my life was build up and strengthen by them. They support me to live til now. Every time I fall, they lend a hand to me and pull me up. That's why, I want to use my hand to pull up as much people as I can and that is why, I want to be a psychologist. 

"The happiness of our life depends on the quality of our thoughts"