after this 3months, i guess Tong Tian Qian won't exist in CBN anymore...
there left 20% of chances for me to stay in CBN next year...
for sure, my mum will let bcoz she understand and she realise how's my life in CBN n how much i change...
but my dad, he never ask about that bcoz he owys said tht study in Banting is enough for me, it's just the same...he never support me...n now, AYSKL is going to collapse, my dad won't allowed me to stay outside by myself and he will force me to back to Banting...he knows nothing about me...he didn't stay with me, he don't know that much, so...he can't make decision for me...but he has the power...as he's the head of my family (i don't really think so bcoz he is damn irresponsible and he left us (me, my mum and my two bro) for the passed 8 yrs, but my mum said it so...so, yea....)
however, what happen is all the God's decision...i follow what the God says...
so now, before i leave CBN,
i hope i can leave in peace...( like goin to dead -,- LOL)
i also hope that....to her, we are still friend...
and for ATPN,
i'll already figured out a solution for myself...and for them...
and i wish Nabila was reading this...
Adik, i knw what u're worrying...i don't mean to fight with u tht day but...evrythg just suffered in my heart for a long time...i must speak it out...and what i said is true...i hope u believe me instead of the others...and yea, now...i guess we must have our pair now...as a solution, you and Dayang, Farina and Irdina, me and Sya2...is that okay? however, Sya2 is still my friend...i can't leave her alone just like that...i dunwan to be cruel or unfair to her..just like what you say...this is the last yr...i guess i need to appreciate what i have....what i have now in ATPN, is 5 of you...so...do u agree it? let me knw your ans pls :)
lastly, after ATPN is down, i'll miss this place...this is the starter of me and kak Sarah, the starter of me and Sis Rab, the starter of 6 of us., and of coz...the starter of me and Shu Xuan...now...it will be the memory in my brain....
God, i pray to you....may God pls bless ATPN...pls don't let ATPN collapse....pls.....
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