In my whole life, no one really knows me or either no one wants to know what i'm thinking...
i'm a type of human that can't really speak out what's in my heart...what comes out from my heart, it's actually half of what i'm thinking....
firstly, I DO HATE HATERS...but i try to don't...bcoz no peace if there's a hater...if i hate them, i'll be one of their haters too...even the world hv only one haters, the world will go no peace...
secondly, I DISLIKE BEING HATE...i know i'm not a good person, i usually offended ppl, i'm kinda gangster, i hurt ppl, but i'm ctrlling all tht from me...what i can say is, luckily u know me when i'm in secondary, if not, u'll get mashed by me...what i can say, when i'm in primary, i'm actually a bully, for the old time, i'm proud with it but now, i'm not..u'll nvr imagine how a girl looks like when her mouth keep on sayin bad word..a girl that will holding ur collar n wanna gv u a knuckle sandwich when ishe heard sth she dislike...n i can tell u, tht's me during primary..i dislike plyin with girls, dislike dolls..i usually stick with boys, plyin guns with plastic bullet shooting small kids in the playground, plying football during PJK, dribbling a basketball through my legs etc..is that how a girl behaved like? no, it isn't...n i'm honoured to be sent to CBN, a girl school...CBN chged me a lot...although i'm still hv those tom-boy look but i'mm proud to myself that i chged alot...i'm more mature coz i know that pounder helps ntg, it just makes thing more worst...but sth i really wanna chged but i still can't chged it...that's my bad temper...when i heard sth i dislike, or see sth i hate to see, i'll show them my face, the face i'm mad...but sth, when i'm mad at someone, i won't talk to them, bcoz i know, if the fire in my heart is still there, i'll sound them..that's y, i'll go awy from them til the fire in my were extinguished...n after that, i still can show my smile to them...most of u, ever 'terasa' from me for what i've did to u all...i'm sry but i know, sorry no cure..a word sorry won't cure anything...but i do know a word of sry can make the others know that u regret from what u did...(to her, she might not understand what i mean with the word sorry no cure, i hope she do)
lastly for this, I HATE BEING OFFENDED...just like i mean in my previous post...no one likes the way being offended, included me n u..to those ever offended me, what i can say is Sorry No Cure...but dun worry, i owys forgv u...bcoz i knw that evryone sure does wrong, evryone hv fault, even the God do (sry my God, don't mean to offend You)..'Everyone must have A Heart Of Forgiveness to keep the world in Peace' 'There's always a time for u to forgive someone' ...
ending for this,
A book is really nvr been judge by its cover....
but the cover of book actually attracts you, don't they?
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